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Back From Reality

by Viricide Filly

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Thane of Kovdor
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Thane of Kovdor Can't stop listening to this. There's something about this album that feels like a mirror reflection inside my soul. Favorite track: There's No Place I'd Rather Be.
Lunar Reflections
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Lunar Reflections I really enjoy this style of music here! Favorite track: Labyrinth.
Nevermourn
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Nevermourn An amazing album from VF, I love the theming behind every track, and the story being told is tangible. Favorite track: These Bitter Wings.
mr_pie309
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mr_pie309 The transition from the intro to the is second song is mesmerizing I could play it on loop forever and man the faded echoes of the build up to each progression captivates me as if I listen to it the first time.. A nostalgic reminiscence of old memories and new ones that broke that always have the possibility to reform. Love it Favorite track: We Used To Play Out In The Sun, There Used To Be So Many Rainbows.
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We used to play out in the sun We used to have so much fun Junior Speedsters are our lives Skyward soars and daring dives I just don't know why you left I just don't know what is left We used to play out in the sun We used to have so much fun
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Lone Fear 03:25
Falling back To the start Reaching for a hand Slips through like sand I watched you soar High above me While I'm stuck You left me behind Crawling along Alone with this song I wrote out of bitterness 'Cause jealousy is a sickness I watched you soar High above me While I'm here You left me behind And for a while I had nothing but hate I sat and cried You left me behind
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All I've wanted All my life Is to go a day Without my strife A pony to listen A pony to care When the teardrops glisten For you to be there Twilight Sparkle, Pinkie Pie Can you tell me what it's like to feel so high I wish I had a friend to share with laugh and cry But I'm up here Stuck in the Sky
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Forgetmenot 04:00
Little unicorn filly had a little doll She took it everywhere, but then it took it's toll Not fit for a foal, there's no imprint on her soul Buttoned her eyes and forgotten in a hole Lock the toy chest, sealed with a key Not worthless anymore, can't you see? Wires and cogs, patchwork mane Life is hard when you're a clockwork dame After all these Hard Knocks forget me not We've had a good life, well whatever, we fought It's best you don't remember what life you had When your friends are toys it could drive you so mad After all these Hard Knocks forget me not I feel a new filly, that's not saying a lot It's best you don't remember what life you had The fear of realisation that you're lonely and sad
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Special 04:44
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Am I insane, or is it just me? Each crack in the mirror, another memory I travelled the world inside of my head Not moving an inch, these bitter wings want me dead I travelled the world, while stuck in my dome Another baby chick stuck in it's eggshell home I feel a wave hitting, washing away These bitter wings won't just stay away If I tell another pony will they welcome me in Surrounded by the silence that's making this din I tried to put myself forward and up front But these bitter wings force me to stay put
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Labyrinth 04:16
Bitten in the labyrinth Still coursing through my veins I bite my lip too hard The mirrors show my buttoned eyes As I stare at you The halls change and twist The feeling's unfamiliar Each sound a new dead end Running through the labryrinth Inside of my head since The feeling's so familiar I feel each one in turn, you chase me through the labyrinth Been so fucking long since The feeling's unfamiliar The song is so familiar I've bitten my lip So many times The thoughts just slip Into endless half rhymes You trace the lines And creases of my brain To find the memories Not obscured by rain
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Eleanor stared at the green eyed freak Comparing her to ponies who's talents she would seek "you'll never ever be the very best" "You'll never ever fly your petty nest" She gripped her head and cried, and tried to run away "Get out of my head" she said, there has to be another way Together with her friends, she made a stand until the end Sick of all the nights in tears and broken hearts that can't be mend She faltered, and stopped, and turned to her friends "You and me 'till the end of time, until the endless ends"
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about

Three years of work culminates in a story filled with buttons, dolls, a toy box, envy, hatred, fear, bitterness, monsters, a mirror, a labyrinth and a confused pony named Eleanor.
In her musical adventure you'll come across house, UK garage, breakbeat, and probably a great deal of self-loathing. I hope you enjoy.

While I believe the story is better when left up to interpretation, I've written a synopsis in the "about" section of each tune, if you'd like to see what I personally imagined happened in each entry on the record.

The lyrics when applicable are also in each tune under the "lyrics" section...obviously.

In addition to the overarching theme of this album, each track here is designed to stand up by itself (except for the intro and intermission) and be self contained in it's own sound and meaning.

It's far from perfect, rough around the edges, but this is the most personal & hardest project I've ever worked on, and I really hope it was worth the weight to you guys.

See what people have to say about this album:

"It fucking sucks" - Viricide Filly

credits

released June 21, 2017

ALBUM CREDITS;

SPECIAL THANKS TO ME I MADE THE ALBUM FUCK YOU

SPECIAL THANKS TO THE VOC TEAM: AARON, THOM(B), LAMAR, CHLOE, MAPLE, CII, LENNY, YELLOW MOON, PEKANO, MOON LOON AND WHOMEVER ELSE I DID A BIG GOT DAM FORGETTIN' OF

SPECIAL THANKS TO SLMR/GENIUS INCREDIBLE/DAVIDSON/AARON/WAN COCK FOR THE ALBUM COVER

SPECIAL THANKS TO PHONICBOOM FOR THE OTHER ALBUM COVER IT'S GONNA BE ON FURTHER BACK IT'S ALSO DOPE YOU'RE GONNA LOVE IT

SPECIAL THANKS TO PINKAMENA PARTY, CIDER PARTY, EXPERIMENTAL BRONIES, PONIES THAT YAWN AND NOISE.HORSE FOR THEIR UNDYING RECENT SUPPORT FOR MY MUSIC

SPECIAL THANKS TO PINKAMENA PARTY AGAIN BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE ALL AMAZING, SHOUT-OUTS TO VIVIAN, MAURY, CHASE, DYNAMITE GRIZZLY, ZOVI AND THE REST OF YA

SPECIAL THANKS TO MY INNER TURMOIL

SPECIAL THANKS TO REALLY HUGE ASSES

SPECIAL THANKS TO DRAGONS

SPECIAL THANKS TO WITCHES

SPECIAL THANKS TO NINTENDO FOR WINNING E3 THIS YEAR

SPECIAL THANKS TO POO POO PEE PEE

SPECIAL THANKS TO MY GENDER TRANSITION FOR FINALLY STARTING

SPECIAL THANKS TO THE LAST THREE YEARS OF TORTURE

SPECIAL THANKS TO MY FUCKING INTERNET CONNECTION NOT REALLY

SPECIAL THANKS TO THAT GUY WHO IMPLIED VANISHING POINT HAD "WUBS"

SPECIAL THANKS TO THAT GUY WHO MESSAGED LITERALLY EVERY BRONY MUSICIAN ASKING FOR A NARUTO THEME REMIX

SPECIAL THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY FULFILLED THEIR REQUEST

SPECIAL THANKS TO THE REST OF US WHO DIDN'T AND ARE LESS BRAVE

SPECIAL THANKS TO PAYPAL FOR NOT CHANGING MY NAME

SPECIAL THANKS TO MY NINTENDO SWITCH KICK STAND THAT REFUSES TO CLOSE AND JUST FLOPS OUT PATHETICALLY

SPECIAL THANKS TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE I DIDN'T ALREADY MENTION:
MORDECAI MAPPER
TIMBER
MAKENSHI
KAKOFONOUS A DISCHORD
SPP
SC DAVE
INJUSTRIAL
EXOBASSTIX
CIGAZZE
ALL THE PLUG.DJ SOUND BASIN REGULARS
EXPLODINGPONYTOAST
SONICSPIN/SPEEDWEAVER
AFROX
MEE6 BOT
KAWAIIBOT
NOTSOBOT
THAT ONE BOT WE HAVE IN VOC THAT MAKES COMICS
EVERYONE WHO REGULARLY COMMENTS ON MY VIDEOS

IT'S FINALLY FUCKING OUT AAAAAAAHHHH

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I made music about the life of a cartoon horse called Eleanor.

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