Back From Reality

by Viricide Filly

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about

Three years of work culminates in a story filled with buttons, dolls, a toy box, envy, hatred, fear, bitterness, monsters, a mirror, a labyrinth and a confused pony named Eleanor.
In her musical adventure you'll come across house, UK garage, breakbeat, and probably a great deal of self-loathing. I hope you enjoy.

While I believe the story is better when left up to interpretation, I've written a synopsis in the "about" section of each tune, if you'd like to see what I personally imagined happened in each entry on the record.

The lyrics when applicable are also in each tune under the "lyrics" section...obviously.

In addition to the overarching theme of this album, each track here is designed to stand up by itself (except for the intro and intermission) and be self contained in it's own sound and meaning.

It's far from perfect, rough around the edges, but this is the most personal & hardest project I've ever worked on, and I really hope it was worth the weight to you guys.

See what people have to say about this album:

"It fucking sucks" - Viricide Filly

credits

released June 21, 2017

ALBUM CREDITS;

SPECIAL THANKS TO ME I MADE THE ALBUM FUCK YOU

SPECIAL THANKS TO THE VOC TEAM: AARON, THOM(B), LAMAR, CHLOE, MAPLE, CII, LENNY, YELLOW MOON, PEKANO, MOON LOON AND WHOMEVER ELSE I DID A BIG GOT DAM FORGETTIN' OF

SPECIAL THANKS TO SLMR/GENIUS INCREDIBLE/DAVIDSON/AARON/WAN COCK FOR THE ALBUM COVER

SPECIAL THANKS TO PHONICBOOM FOR THE OTHER ALBUM COVER IT'S GONNA BE ON FURTHER BACK IT'S ALSO DOPE YOU'RE GONNA LOVE IT

SPECIAL THANKS TO ANGELHOOD I GUESS I LOVE YOU IDK

SPECIAL THANKS TO PINKAMENA PARTY, CIDER PARTY, EXPERIMENTAL BRONIES, PONIES THAT YAWN AND NOISE.HORSE FOR THEIR UNDYING RECENT SUPPORT FOR MY MUSIC

SPECIAL THANKS TO PINKAMENA PARTY AGAIN BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE ALL AMAZING, SHOUT-OUTS TO VIVIAN, MAURY, CHASE, DYNAMITE GRIZZLY, ZOVI AND THE REST OF YA

SPECIAL THANKS TO MY INNER TURMOIL

SPECIAL THANKS TO REALLY HUGE ASSES

SPECIAL THANKS TO DRAGONS

SPECIAL THANKS TO WITCHES

SPECIAL THANKS TO NINTENDO FOR WINNING E3 THIS YEAR

SPECIAL THANKS TO POO POO PEE PEE

SPECIAL THANKS TO MY GENDER TRANSITION FOR FINALLY STARTING

SPECIAL THANKS TO THE LAST THREE YEARS OF TORTURE

SPECIAL THANKS TO MY FUCKING INTERNET CONNECTION NOT REALLY

SPECIAL THANKS TO THAT GUY WHO IMPLIED VANISHING POINT HAD "WUBS"

SPECIAL THANKS TO THAT GUY WHO MESSAGED LITERALLY EVERY BRONY MUSICIAN ASKING FOR A NARUTO THEME REMIX

SPECIAL THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY FULFILLED THEIR REQUEST

SPECIAL THANKS TO THE REST OF US WHO DIDN'T AND ARE LESS BRAVE

SPECIAL THANKS TO PAYPAL FOR NOT CHANGING MY NAME

SPECIAL THANKS TO MY NINTENDO SWITCH KICK STAND THAT REFUSES TO CLOSE AND JUST FLOPS OUT PATHETICALLY

SPECIAL THANKS TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE I DIDN'T ALREADY MENTION:
MORDECAI MAPPER
TIMBER
MAKENSHI
KAKOFONOUS A DISCHORD
SPP
SC DAVE
INJUSTRIAL
EXOBASSTIX
CIGAZZE
ALL THE PLUG.DJ SOUND BASIN REGULARS
EXPLODINGPONYTOAST
SONICSPIN/SPEEDWEAVER
AFROX
MEE6 BOT
KAWAIIBOT
NOTSOBOT
THAT ONE BOT WE HAVE IN VOC THAT MAKES COMICS
EVERYONE WHO REGULARLY COMMENTS ON MY VIDEOS

IT'S FINALLY FUCKING OUT AAAAAAAHHHH

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Viricide Filly UK

Hi! I'm your Big Sister, & I make electronic music for you to imagine yourself nodding your head to.

It contains ponies. Sorry about that.

House/garage/breakbeat/EDM as Viricide Filly.

Hard thud-thud as Wissshhh.

Shallow ambient and dumb vapour as Fillypunk.

Definitely not okay.
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Track Name: We Used To Play Out In The Sun, There Used To Be So Many Rainbows
We used to play out in the sun
We used to have so much fun
Junior Speedsters are our lives
Skyward soars and daring dives
I just don't know why you left
I just don't know what is left
We used to play out in the sun
We used to have so much fun
Track Name: Lone Fear
Falling back
To the start
Reaching for a hand
Slips through like sand

I watched you soar
High above me
While I'm stuck
You left me behind

Crawling along
Alone with this song
I wrote out of bitterness
'Cause jealousy is a sickness

I watched you soar
High above me
While I'm here
You left me behind

And for a while
I had nothing but hate
I sat and cried
You left me behind
Track Name: Stuck In The Sky
All I've wanted
All my life
Is to go a day
Without my strife
A pony to listen
A pony to care
When the teardrops glisten
For you to be there

Twilight Sparkle, Pinkie Pie
Can you tell me what it's like to feel so high
I wish I had a friend to share with laugh and cry
But I'm up here
Stuck in the Sky
Track Name: Forgetmenot
Little unicorn filly had a little doll
She took it everywhere, but then it took it's toll
Not fit for a foal, there's no imprint on her soul
Buttoned her eyes and forgotten in a hole

Lock the toy chest, sealed with a key
Not worthless anymore, can't you see?
Wires and cogs, patchwork mane
Life is hard when you're a clockwork dame

After all these Hard Knocks forget me not
We've had a good life, well whatever, we fought
It's best you don't remember what life you had
When your friends are toys it could drive you so mad

After all these Hard Knocks forget me not
I feel a new filly, that's not saying a lot
It's best you don't remember what life you had
The fear of realisation that you're lonely and sad
Track Name: These Bitter Wings
Am I insane, or is it just me?
Each crack in the mirror, another memory
I travelled the world inside of my head
Not moving an inch, these bitter wings want me dead

I travelled the world, while stuck in my dome
Another baby chick stuck in it's eggshell home
I feel a wave hitting, washing away
These bitter wings won't just stay away

If I tell another pony will they welcome me in
Surrounded by the silence that's making this din
I tried to put myself forward and up front
But these bitter wings force me to stay put
Track Name: Labyrinth
Bitten in the labyrinth
Still coursing through my veins
I bite my lip too hard
The mirrors show my buttoned eyes

As I stare at you
The halls change and twist
The feeling's unfamiliar
Each sound a new dead end

Running through the labryrinth
Inside of my head since
The feeling's so familiar
I feel each one in turn, you
chase me through the labyrinth
Been so fucking long since
The feeling's unfamiliar
The song is so familiar

I've bitten my lip
So many times
The thoughts just slip
Into endless half rhymes

You trace the lines
And creases of my brain
To find the memories
Not obscured by rain
Track Name: Eleanor And The Envy Monster
Eleanor stared at the green eyed freak
Comparing her to ponies who's talents she would seek
"you'll never ever be the very best"
"You'll never ever fly your petty nest"
She gripped her head and cried, and tried to run away
"Get out of my head" she said, there has to be another way

Together with her friends, she made a stand until the end
Sick of all the nights in tears and broken hearts that can't be mend
She faltered, and stopped, and turned to her friends
"You and me 'till the end of time, until the endless ends"